I did it! ='D

今早还真有我的风格-逃避现实

死赖着床 没勇气起身面对

最终硬着头皮上战场

不久收到Daddy的电话

他正为我的表现而担心帮我想了解决我没用的办法

方法很好 但自己却害怕而就拒绝 坚持自己能应付=) 果然很自我

到了那里 心情还是不是怎么紧张=) 不断吃糖果减压

到了现场 一直深呼吸 放松自己

题目还好 至少自己还明白

不停的在打着十二分的精神 认真思考问题

直到老师说开始

果然自己又来了=x=不在状况内!!

自己的内容没说到!! 头痛的是一句话也没说

看见大家在打眼色=( 真的觉得自己快要哭出来的感觉

都怪自己弄错了内容的次序! 加上daddy过于紧张 跳了内容

那时候真的觉得自己好笨=( 还在想等下出去自己会不会跑去大哭

但最后Yee kee的内容救了我=) 也不知道自己在干嘛

忽然反应过度!! 直接开口说话=D 谢谢他=) 哈哈!! 感觉他也是有吓倒

后来也在认真地去表达自己的意见了

表现比之前好了很多

虽然离完美 还差得远

不过

很开心的说: 我终于做到了!! =)

谢谢大家=) 真的!! 从没用的自己变成至少有一点用了!

我真的很感动! =)

Yes!! i'm just a normal girl =) that will surprise you all !!! XP

By Yukie=3

我哭是一种释放

果然，真的比自己预测的还要更累更辛苦

真的很压力

责怪自己很没用 这点小事都做不来

我承认自己不怎么会说话

反应也很慢

自己的知识也很少

就连练习的时候都在放空 然后被逮到

让大家用担心我的眼光和傻眼

看着呆呆的自己

压力压到我很累

就算自己在当时在努力的突破自己

都觉得是没用的

第一次练习完毕 大家休息一会儿

自己却傻乎乎的在检讨着自己

其实泪水在眼睛打转

却还要一直忍着

那晚的星空让自己心情好了些

继续第二次练习

比上次好了点

至少没放空 努力的想突破自己

但是还是不够好

真的很没用

到最后

大家还是担心最差的我

我真的说不出什么 就只是笑笑说自己反应很慢

到了家 才放纵的大哭

我真的很害怕自己会连累大家

大家很优秀

自己却那么的差劲

我真的很不想去面对

还想一直逃避下去

我连自己都过不了 都不知道要怎样去面对他们

就只会躲在被里哭泣

早知道那时候就让自己参与其他的组好了

至少没那么压力吧

他们也能找个更完美的人

对大家都好

By Yukie=3

Happy Feet II

23/11

Tonight i having midterm test - Marketing...and I am stress!! even dinner I also cannot finish =(

maybe i give myself too much stress..luckily i still can do it <3

After exam, I watch movie with my cousin =D

that's a Cute movie- HAPPY FEET II

This movie very suitable for children watch XP but honestly tell you

the whole room of cinema almost 90% are adults =D and my dear son is the only kid =x=

this movie I think is not bad because the story tell me a lot =p and the most important is this movie is ARTISTIC!! <3

my son damn funny, maybe he too sleepy and his popcorn is finish, he keep ask why this movie haven't finish and he say he watch til wanna sleep =X this kid ar...really make me so speechless!

my dear cousin =)

my dear son =)

my dear cousin 's girl friend =)

my eyes really......like panda eyes =( must sleep early <3

After movie, I having supper with my friends =)

what supper?

ya! it is Duck noodles =)

By Yukie=3

Get FreshKon Today

Get a pair of lens today, FreshKon-Glittering Blue.Actually, i din order this color of lens because my brown color lens out of stock !! damn it == they just simply take blue color for me and din ask my permission == haha....but never mind~just try this blue color lens.

Today having lunch with our laojie =) at new Jusco..long time din eat and chat with her, make us keep chit chatting =D i very miss her ...finally can meet her =) hehe

feeling happy today =D

laojie, next time must like today again =D and friendship forever arh =D

By Yukie=3

Wedding dinner night

12/11

tonight will have my cousin's wedding dinner at Alor Gajah. We about 5.45pm reach there and starting to prepare =)

the sweet teddy bear couple in front of Car =)

here is it! the car for fetch bride =)

my look <3 for dinner tonight , look more mature right??

make-up + curly hair

sweet? =)

the long red carpet =)

a photo memory corner =)

a lot of special design corner for anyone to take photo =)

the special table for parents, bride and bridegroom =)

the stage =)

with my sis =)

my bro =)

and my lovely mom =)

there is a nice wedding dinner and i love the wedding dinner theme - with different color roses

and have band perform. it is a nice memory =)

By Yukie=3

06/10

Last Sunday, I go out with my family =) We 10am reach Malacca and having breakfast.

Today wearing spec because my eyes like panda =( LOL !

my mom want me comb my hair like that =D she say look nicer.

my dear cousin with her mini red skirt

us<3

with my sis

with my cousin =)

We crazy playing game in Jusco == hahaha..My cousin , my bro and I crazy dance the dance game =D and become the most famous at there...really a lot of people watch us dance..hehe

After that, we shopping around and buy some cloth =p hehe

By Yukie=3

Sushi King + movie!!!

Today 1pm laoda fetch me and Edmond go eat sushi =) because today is the last day RM 2 promotion. Alison din join us and she join Carlyn them.Actually Carlyn them also got invite me join them , feel sorry to them.

1.30pm reach =) starting to queue-up and wait !!

a lot people...

Edmond 'type essay' (mean sms) when waiting =p

please queue-up here ya!

omg! i am short!!

laoda with Edmond=)

I with laoda =)

almost reach us =) still taking photo!

We wait about 1 hour...omg! i hungry til wan die already~! i 10min eat finish =p haha!!

we three eat a lot =p LOL!!

after sushi , we shopping around then go new Jusco meet Carlyn them and watch Shark Night together =)
the air-con of cinema damn cold! and i din bring jacket == haha

this movie still okay , not very nice la =p but i got a part scream ! hehe~

By Yukie=3