如果还有爱，就去相信吧

#丢回清迈之旅

当夜晚的脚步渐渐接近，心里涌起的灵感越强烈。当你从朋友口中得知原来自己乱掰的文字与情绪发泄曾经感动了他，你写回心情故事的动力越是无法停止，请相信当下你想要做的动力，不要等待，不要犹豫，想做就做。机会永远只给有准备的人。

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我记得那晚细雨如此缠绵，连续下几小时。你约彼此在家露天白色咖啡厅，推开门，一股浓郁的咖啡香气扑鼻而来，眼前身着围裙的服务生对你淡淡的微笑以表示欢迎。你选择了左边最尾端的角落位子坐了下来，由于比约定的时间尚早，你先点了杯热咖啡来唤醒睡不好的样子。

我第一个抵达，却选择在咖啡厅门外偷偷看着你。看见脸怀心事的你正在看着手上电话的屏幕，一次又一次的失望。那空白的等待，眼角浅浅的泪水。我忍不住走向了你，递了张纸巾。傻瓜，你在哭什么。当你双眼对视，便一把抓着我，头往我怀里塞。我给了你紧紧地拥抱。又哭又闹地告诉我你的故事。最后我看见你坚强的笑，那强忍痛苦的逞强。

爱，真的不是你有多爱就足够，不是你付出的分量就可以，不是你想要就拥有，不是你给于对方全部就是完美。爱，是本永远没有完结的书，怎么也读不完，也学不会。或许你谈了不少恋爱，累积不少爱情的经验，经历无法想象的困难，但到结尾你告诉我，我怎么都还搞不懂爱是怎么回事。

女孩过于执着于爱对方，而失去自己。她连自己的喜好都不晓得，全部的自己是何时变成只有对方。过于在乎对方而忽视自己，忽视对方想要的私人空间，过于控制对方的生活，而造成了对方的冷淡。或者给彼此一个机会去找回真正的自己来换另外一个方式去爱对方，如果还有爱，就勇敢面对问题去解决，给彼此机会去挽回感情，去渡过这个障碍。

如果还有爱，就去相信吧。


by Yukie=3

A Beginning

Credited from my childhood buddy 

Hey Readers! I come back to blog again. (Last blog post is on March..OMG!) Should I need to announce I am back here again?LOL. Finally I remember my blog log in password (I tried a lot of time..) Recently I am fine doing my own stuffs (eg. Work hard Play hard!) I enjoy my life with travel, works, food, gym and others. Let me summarize about my current status first!

-Career life-

Yes, I still doing exactly the same job almost 2 years until now. My job isn't bad as what you guys thinking but I going to run my own future planning soon. 

-Relationship-

Yes, I am still single and available from last year break with my ex. I enjoy my current freedom but sometime feeling lonely. I love being alone but it can be better to have someone beside. Because of my last relationship, I getting more careful on choosing the right person. 

-Personal-

I just back from my company trip to Korea. It is quite fun and nice trip but it is too rush for whole trip that I totally cannot relaxing on that trip. Everyday rushing time rushing to a lot of places and even food also rushing to finish it. I will plan to travel to Korea next time...

I actually have a lot of stories to blog about myself but it will write until tomorrow also cannot finish it. Today blog post just a beginning, will blog more when I am free!

By Yukie=3

I'm BACK!

#Forever Single selfie

Hi GUYSS! Finally I'm back! 

I think I almost few months never touch my blog. Never open; Never view; Never update! 

Today post will just simply share my personal storiesss. 

What did I done recently? Erm..it is quite long story..

Yes! I am still working the same company.

YUP! I am still SINGLE! Nope. Nobody want a girl like me. XD

Huh? more details? 

OKAY. Let's it begin.

Recently, I still working as Company Secretary in the same company after I graduate. Why didn't change company? Almost? Who know? Working fun? Ya. I enjoy. My friends say I am totally enjoy life with my job. Besides working, I quite active in social with my colleagues, friends and personal hobbies. 

Gym? yes. I now just begin to gym everyday if can. Lost weight? I feel guilty that I have gain weight because skip gym for few months. but I am going to get back my previous weight don't worry! I am proud to share I just done my 12km marathon twice! it will still counting. Since when I become so sporty? I spend all of my time in sweating. Sweating make me forgot about bad feeling especially losing someone that loved. When running, I can calm myself and release my heartache feeling.

Love? Nope. I have nothing to talk about it. Why should we love? Why should we choose to hold a person's hand to walk toward our future? I am single for almost over half year. I know I will miss him sometime. I miss our memories until now the photos I still cannot delete all. I think I haven't ready for fall in love with someone else. It still hurting maybe? I still can't find my heart yet. Time may heal my broken heart.

I will stop until here, will update more my story soon!
Good Night.


 

4/8/15

从没想过爱情原来是像那高高在上的摩天轮，不断地在轮回。
几年前我失去了爱，最爱的他爱上了别人，挣扎了两年，哭了好几个晚上，傻傻地过着日子。好不容易爬出了失恋。我找回了自己，重新遇见了你。我提起了勇气，踏出了和你。好不容易辛苦建立的感情，原来是场笑话。

现在却又回到了原点。我从黑色长头发剪成了黑短发。
好不容易为了你留回了长发，却又回到当初失恋的短发。

哭也哭够了，颓废也颓废够了，闹也闹够了，玩也玩够了，
剪短头发，剪掉回忆。
是时候从失恋里爬出来了吧?
对不起爱情，看来我们真的没有什么缘分吧。


Yukie=3

告别三年

沉睡了三年的梦，是时候清醒了。
梦里男孩一只手牵着女孩的手，另只手抚摸女孩乌黑的长发。男孩低下头，把脸贴近女孩的右耳，轻声地说道: “ 不管未来发生什么事，我一样会这样牵着你。不用害怕。我不会是你之前爱的他。” 女孩点点头。

在那晚，女孩收到电话。男孩的背叛。女孩的眼泪不知流了多少，女孩把自己锁在了房间，哭了好几天。男孩的背叛始终得不到解释，就算成功找到男孩，却只是讽刺的话。
男孩不解释，却只是告诉女孩，他不开口挽回，因为没资格。
女孩因为依赖，信任与爱，继续原谅了他。

女孩的眼泪并没停止，男孩一次又一次的欺骗与背叛，让女孩一直挣扎在爱与不爱之间。
或者女孩真的太傻，傻得看不清醒，不理智。爱让一个人失去的不但是理智，就连自己也失去了。女孩的伤口不断不断裂开，鲜红的血流不止。
在男孩眼中，他看见的是无理取闹，无关痛痒的眼泪。

女孩学会缝上伤口，学会坚强。她让自己的爱慢慢一点一点锁在安全的盒子里。
从一百，慢慢减少至零。
在默默保护自己，在痛苦的生活里为小事而快乐。
在离开男孩前，努力在装备自己。

终于梦醒了，女孩自由了。
就当作那是一场梦，现在不爱了，但曾经爱过。
一起的第一年是最美好的。就让它成为回忆吧。

我不会飞的专属超人

你好部落，我终于终于绕地球一圈回来了。莫问我过得如何。
生活反反复复，傻乎乎得过了一大半日子。
上周末，自己在家独自看了一本想看很久的书，我费了一天半的时间在看。终于看完了。
就是这本[打喷嚏]。这本书其实是我妹买了好几年，但就觉得书的封面让我以为是青少年读物，始终启动不了我的热情。由于朋友的热烈推荐，便去认真阅读。

书的内容真的超乎我想象。
"我的情敌是超人"
这和现实生活很相似。
你爱的那个她是不是已经拥有了超完美的他了? 虽然他不是超人，但是不是在她心里已经是个超人。
我或者不比他完美，但我愿意为妳认真奋斗，超越自己的极限，甚至努力的在超越妳心里的超人。
我成为不了牵着妳手走入教堂的超人，但我会是奋不顾身的保护你的专属超人。

到书的尾端，我感动的是主角那为她成长，奋斗的一幕幕。
爱让人努力改变自己，努力奋斗。
谢谢妳的出现。
激发不为人知的体格，超越人们想象的爆发力。
让我找回真正的自己，做妳专属的超人。

女孩，你身边是不是已经有个你未发现的专属超人？

By Yukie=3

Dinner @ Simply Fish Restaurant, Melaka

Hello Blog! Finally I get back my mood to blog again. Today post is about my Hunting food dairy. Last Friday, I went to the new open branch of Simply Fish near Kota Laksamana, Melaka with my cousins. I think their main branch is at Melaka Raya. It is almost 8pm something. Their restaurant still has many customers and their restaurant has limited seat. If you come with a large number of people, I suggest you should reserve the seat first. 

The entrance of the restaurant. I love the design of their restaurant!

Their menu. It is very cute!

My cousin busy with his phone.

 The restaurant use the blue ocean theme as their design. I love their design because it feel like very romantic! haha. The restaurant surrounding with blue color! very nice! It make you feel like eating inside sea! LOL!

Hot Japanese Green Tea and Orange juice 

My cousin

After few minutes, Our dinner served.

I ordered Marinara spaghetti. It is pasta with tomato source and seafood.
RM 18++

My cousin's Marina Fish chop with butter source and rice. RM18++
My cousin say the rice is too weird. If it replace with fried will become better.haha. I love the pan-grilled fish! It is very fresh.

The Hawaii Chicken chop that ordered by my cousin. RM17++
It taste not bad! The chicken chop not oily and the fried really nice.

After eating, we chit-chat and taking some photo around.haha

The restaurant mainly and popular with their fish and seafood dishes like fish and chips. So, I think I should try their Salmon next time. Their services also not bad. We being served by their waiter without waiting too long. The taste of food and drinks also not bad. I can give 4/5stars. Their price is reasonable and similar with the others western restaurant. I may visit next time when free. haha!

For your convenience, here is the information for the Simply Fish Restaurant.

205 & 206 Jalan Melaka Raya 1

Taman Melaka Raya

75000 Melaka, Malaysia

http://www.simplyfish.com.my/

(+6)06-2867697

11.00 am - 11.00 pm

By Yukie=3