say ADD OIL to myself + give up

this few days make me wanna Sot already..

ya..almost wanna kill myself already..

today morning my dad call the office ask about the appeal..

the conclusion is the due date for appeal is yesterday!!

WHAT???

is the stupid Admin tell us close appeal already one month ago

my dad very angry == scold them

but the officer still blame us..say is us din go ask...

still say they impossible do that!

==!! lolz! the truth is the admin really tell us like that

we din ask?!!

my dad wake me up at 8am

i blur blur hug teddy sit there and dreaming...

but when he scold me why until now just wan ask..

nope..i ask already...

my tear almost want come out already...

until dad goes works..i go back into room..

i cant control my tear..

Cry silently on my bed..

maybe he is right.. i only know cry everyday..

i long time din cry and try to be strong already..

Now i just hope everything will be fine.

please.

i dun want my parents and friend worry about me.

i need to be strong.

wont cry after all =)

Last night,

i tell myself need give up already..

because it make me moody..and disappoint..

maybe give up is better

i wont keep do anything and think about it.

i should protect myself.. =)

lastly,

ADD OIL to myself =)

GAMBATEH!!!

By Yukie=3