i must give up..

it make me disappointed again

i feeling so sad on it

haiz

make myself emo again

maybe i dun know how to care someone

=( tis few weeks make me wanna boom already

all things come so fast

want me to face it

someday, i wan hide myself at a place that can no need think too much

i need a place can away from all the problem

i cannot handle it

really cant..

keep smiling and face all the problem

haiz =(

i think i give up

no need to do anything on it again

and no need care anymore

force myself sleep again =(

everything please be fine~

God bless me..

By Yukie=3

Say thank you to my daddy and mommy =)

Today i wake up early again

because need go submit the letter and form

my daddy and mommy come to find me

it is because worry me cannot change the course and bully by the officer

haha==

1st go Admin

they so LC ==

i damn speechless

just need a signature need wait until 2pm??!!

my dad argue with them

i shock==

he very angry

if dad not here..i sure very cham...

after a few min they sign for me already

then go FBL

as usual

many people there

submit my form

go 3th floor find the officer again...

because my dad need ask about my course

haiz...

then go 5th floor again ==

ask again

my mom 's face look so worry about me

keep ask me if got any question ask the officer

i just keep quiet there

feeling sorry for dad and mom

now almost wan 19

still wan they worry me

haiz...

i so touching...

thank you to my beloved parents =)

i love you all =)

By Yukie=3

Bright Sunday =)

Sunday again =)

today need back Malacca

my mom wake me at 8am

i very sleepy ==

because yesterday play game until 2am sleep

haha!!

my eyes sure like panda!!

After eat our breakfast

we go to new JJ =)

my dad fall in love with movie ==

we stand in front the GCS

consider what movie we want to watch

my bro wanna watch Insidious

my sis wanna watch Cartoon ==

finally

my dad want watch X-MEN : FIRST CLASS

then everyone agree it XD

this movie nice =)

my sis and cousin damn funny XP

they cant understand this movie

Before movie =)

in Cinema

After movie

We go eat our lunch =)

forgot what name of the shop XP

But i like the design of this shop

'zhi lian' xia =P

the food =) we ordered.

my sis and cousin =)

After that

i go back my second house =)

By Yukie=3

my Future too 'BRIGHT'

yesterday I lie myself tomorrow all things will be fine..

but make me disappointed about it

my situation is not necessarily good!!

today wake up early

done my registration subject..

then go FBL asking about the appeal thing

today keep running there , running here..

but get same thing

is blank!!

i wanna take Accounting!

but now can how==

haiz...

Result bad!

slot full!!

i really moody..

feeling wanna cry..

but tear dun want come out!

now also dun know wanna take what course!

my future so so so BRIGHT!!!

i know my parents hope i take accounting

i know they very disappointed i cant get it

so sorry

i am so useless=(

tonight i sure insomnia again =(

By Yukie=3

Count down 1days =D

Tomorrow will back school again =)

i feel little excited + lazy

excited is because can meet all my friends~~

miss them so much already ^^

lazy is because need start class already

cannot lazy at home XD

sleep>wake up>eat>online>Game>sleep>eat>online>Anime>sleep

whole day non-stop +continue like that~!

i forgot how the world look like already XD

i almost become OTAKU already==!!

Monday still have a lot of things to do!

haiz~hope everything will be fine~

and starting my degree life =)

By Yukie=3

That day =D

Yam Cha again =)

wakaka~!

Time : 5.30 pm

Place : Ice House

yeah =)

Yam Cha with my friends again =D

because long time din see them already==

but at 4.30 pm

Qin Sms me tell me that she cannot join us

because she goes Malacca~!

lolz...

okay la~never mind lar...

actually we decided at Ecassa Cafe

But ling and I want go ice house =P

then we change place XD

We stay at Ice house until 9 pm =P

haha~!

having my favorite - ice blended =)

nice ya~~like like like~~

thanks ling help me order my lens =)

nice ya =D

thank~love sei you~~~haha!!

We talk a lot at there XD

talk about what ? no need mention here lar =P

happy today =)

By Yukie=3

say ADD OIL to myself + give up

this few days make me wanna Sot already..

ya..almost wanna kill myself already..

today morning my dad call the office ask about the appeal..

the conclusion is the due date for appeal is yesterday!!

WHAT???

is the stupid Admin tell us close appeal already one month ago

my dad very angry == scold them

but the officer still blame us..say is us din go ask...

still say they impossible do that!

==!! lolz! the truth is the admin really tell us like that

we din ask?!!

my dad wake me up at 8am

i blur blur hug teddy sit there and dreaming...

but when he scold me why until now just wan ask..

nope..i ask already...

my tear almost want come out already...

until dad goes works..i go back into room..

i cant control my tear..

Cry silently on my bed..

maybe he is right.. i only know cry everyday..

i long time din cry and try to be strong already..

Now i just hope everything will be fine.

please.

i dun want my parents and friend worry about me.

i need to be strong.

wont cry after all =)

Last night,

i tell myself need give up already..

because it make me moody..and disappoint..

maybe give up is better

i wont keep do anything and think about it.

i should protect myself.. =)

lastly,

ADD OIL to myself =)

GAMBATEH!!!

By Yukie=3